It’s kind of fucked up how much I wanted you.
what I thought of you, what you meant to me.
The way you held me and kissed me throughout the night.
Never was there a fight.
You were mine and I was yours unofficially together, hand in hand.
we’d gaze at the stars like gazing into each others eyes.
searching for that surprise of what’s inside.
There was nothing more I wanted than those blue eyes to be mine.
Just to be mine.
But I deserve to be happy and so do you dear.
I wish you would have opened up, I wish you didn’t live in fear.
Of love, of falling in love.
It could have been us.
you & I
together until we die.
But love is a lie,
love hurts and love dies.
But we didn’t have any of that at all.
I did but you didn’t fall.
You crushed my heart.
Pieces falling apart.
picked up by another and put back together as we part
Just know you had me from the start.
You had me from the start.