There’s so much I want to say,
Don’t know where or how to begin,
There’s so much depth bursting for release,
But I just can’t seem to find a way in.

So much I want to tell you but I know I can’t,
So much is hidden deep in my heart,
I dream of a moment where all obstacles are gone,
But right now there is too much keeping us apart.

I keep on hearing of the strength I have gained,
If they only knew just how powerless I feel,
I am human after all and do have a weakness,
The tears that I cry are most definitely real.

I tried to ignore it and push it away,
I was perfectly happy being single and free,
My life was fulfilled and there was nothing I needed,
Now lately it seems you are all I can see.

I try my best to act indifferent around you,
I try to convince myself I couldn’t care less,
But when I lay down to sleep I’m wishing you were there,
And in my prayers I can’t help but confess.

I keep asking the Lord for one of two things,
So this pain I’m enduring can finally be healed,
Either remove the obstacles or set my heart free,
And may the truth of His will now be revealed.