A Very Late Update by alisonbelinda

It’s been quite a while since I was last here…October 2007 or there abouts… With a view to knowing everything I write about is read (I’m being stalked) I have to be careful what I do online, where I go online etc. This is a terrible infringement on me as the Internet has been my lifeline for many years. It’s a great shame that even after getting rid of the ‘problem’ I am still not free from abuse. I personally think I’ve suffered enough, but it looks like I’m wrong there.

I’d forgotten about this account so I’ve been here editting today (last day of May). I’m not removing pictures or photos, but I’m altering text as it’s being used against me in a way that really doesn’t make a great deal of sense (I’m taking birth names off pictures, and the third line of my address is now removed). But, I am not a trouble maker, and I am inherently a good and honest person, so I will do what I believe is right, even if it is unfair and unjust.

The hardest thing since our abuser left has been dealing with corrupted and corrupt authorities. It goes very much against the grain to complain (well, 19 years of abuse suggests that, doesn’t it?) But I am being forced to do so because we haven’t been heard. The fear and horror of what I am facing will be something I can’t see me laughing about in a few years time…

Through it all life is still good. I am doing everything in my power to ensure the healing process is well under way for my children and I. I am doing this because I know it is the right thing to do. I am doing this because I am the only one who can.