I am I think I have
from my past i bring my truth. this is how i am and what i am, i have lied too much and am feeling the burden of the truth unraveling.
I am
obnoxious and rude
arrogant and overbearing
a betrayer and not worthy of your trust
I am
always late, never on time
overconfident yet always unsure
badly received and always spoken about in whispers
I am
too generous with money i don’t have
too honest for your friendship
too self centred to care
I am
convincing and observant
yet always in denial of what i see
i am always uncomfortable in her presence
I am
a bad friend
a worse boyfriend
a lying son
I am
clinically insane
deservedly deranged
manipulative and controlling
I am
a good listener
a good hugger
a weak hand shaker
I am
so angry and full of hate it hurts
I am
self obsessed
in love with myself
and narcissistic
I am
never unobtrusive
always unorganized
and love being uncontrollable
I am
needing revenge of those that hurt me
mainly myself
i am
considered an artist
though i cannot see it
considered creative
though i cannot see it
considered a writer
though again
i cannot see
I am
the triad in my head
unhappy with my life
yet i am too stubborn to change it
I am
always jealous
of every happy relationship that my friends are in
because i want them myself
I am
One to drink jim over jack and johnnie
always just the friend
never anything more
I think
about love and my life
and the sadness it brings
I think
that i know everything
that i am gods gift to mankind and womankind
i am wrong
I think
love is be overrated
especially when there is hate
i am in denial
I have
expensive taste
exploited people
and nice shoes
I have
obsessions and one fetish
about post it notes memo’s and word pads
and steel heel high heel shoes
I have
a brutal mind
a brutal heart
a brutal sense of direction
I have
a fascination for cows
an addiction to Starbucks
a venti signature hot chocolate with caramel syrup and hold the whipped cream to go
I have
a quick wit
dry humour
and the past of a pathological liar
I have
accepted who i am
accepted what i am
an obsession with the truth
Shannon Rene' ...
wow, for a moment there I thought you were talking about me! lol
Alex Brown replied
lol, this is the finality of me and if people don’t like it, its their problem :D