If I could ever tell you how much you mean to me it would change everything.
We would be different.
You’d understand me more, but we’d look at each other in a different way.
That’s why I hold it inside and don’t tell you,
Don’t tell anyone how I really feel.
I guess then I’d confirm them and when I do that it fall apart.
I don’t tell you how much you mean to me,
I wouldn’t be able o find the words,
how I feel is indescribable.
When we are alone I want to give you a sign, or even just tell you.
Give a little reason to want me as well,
but when I get close to telling you my mind clogs up.
I feel like I’m just being immature and naïve.
What more do I expect for trying to describe the indescribable.