So, I’m now single. I can’t say it’s a huge surprise.
No, put the Kleenex away. As breakups go it was pretty amicable. In fact it’s a bit of a relief, to be honest: I saw it looming on the horizon months ago, so in many ways I had accepted it before a word had been said. Besides, I tend to eat lots of chocolate and listen to sad music all the time, so I don’t really have any behavioral differences to fall back on.
I think she’ll be better off not tethered to me. She has more than her fair share of problems, and despite my best efforts I was never any help; I don’t want to be thought of as nothing more than a complication. It sounds like things are looking up for her, so that’s reason enough for me to be happy.
Anyway, I think you get the picture. I’m only mentioning it out of some twisted sense of duty; if you have a journal you should write in it, right?
Ine Spee
I’m sorry about this. Even if you left on good terms, it still hurts (and I should know, I went through the same thing, only I was the one to break it all up). If you ever do need to talk about it or vent or whatever, I’m here (or this journal could be the perfect place as well).
Take care, eat enough chocolate.
Aimless:
Thanks. I tend to deal with things internally, though; everyone has enough problems without shouldering mine as well.
As for the chocolate, well I just drank an entire litre of chocolate milk. In fact I’m wondering if there are any adverse affects to overdosing on vitamin B12 as I’ve apparently taken in 480% of the recommended daily amount…