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Emma MeekCan you please keep your boyfriend away from me otherwise I will hurt him. Thankyou.
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MondayAemii Louise Maitland-Cullen
I really don’t know what’s going on. sorry. he’s not in a very good state of mind right now, so sorry if anything he’s said or done has offended you. hope you’re okay, too.
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MondayEmma MeekHe’s never in a good state of mine. His depression just makes him more of an asshole to me tbh. But nevermind. Hope you two work it out. Just wish he’s keep away from my life.
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MondayAemii Louise Maitland-Cullen
yeah that’s fair enough. I don’t know. I’ve talked to him about it. There’s not alot I can do but tell me if you think of something. what’s he been saying to you?
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MondayEmma Meekhe’s blaming me for ruining his life. rubbing his self harming in my face. calling me sick and shallow and acting like i don’t care. y’know, if i kill myself sooner than i was planning to, it’d be his fault.
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MondayAemii Louise Maitland-Cullen
I don’t know you, and even if all he has to say is of negativity, you at one point effectively dominated his life. presumably in a good way. that means you’re strong. surely suicide is the weak, easy option? I know depression. It’s a terrible illness. Your friend.. I don’t know her name.. but she seemed really concerned about you. you’re clearly cared about and I hope you somehow get better.
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MondayEmma MeekI’m not strong. He just loved that fact he had a hold over me. I almost killed myself ‘cause of him once before, and it affectively ruined me. Dakota’s lovely, I’m more concerned about her though, my issues are inconclusive and impossible to unravel or remedy. But anyway, I must stop chatting, once Damian hears I’ve talked to you, he’d be majorly pissed at me, even more.
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MondayAemii Louise Maitland-Cullen
well I’m worried about you now.. and he wont know unless he hacks me or you decide to tell him. he had a hold on you? how so? I’ve been depressed. still am from time to time. I’ve been hospitalised for it before and it’s horrible. it gets better. trust me.Emma MeekYou shouldn’t be worried about me, I’m the one that made him mess you around for the last week. Or at least, that’s what he made it seem like. Just ‘cause I’m not all there in the head. Yeah, I’m easily taken by a guy, and can fall for them quite easily. I fell for him too fast and too hard, and he just loved it.. Could shout at me, break up with me, choose other girls, and I’d still want him. I’ve had depression since I was in year 6, and it’s only increased in severity. I lost all hope for improvements, and that’s fine.
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MondayAemii Louise Maitland-Cullen
hmmm :/ well I’m sorry for any unnecessary pain all this has caused you. that girl who spoke to me? forgotten her name already. keep people like her around you. she seems to genuinely care.
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MondayEmma MeekYeah, it’s fine, really. Dakota. She’s a lovely girl, I live to look after her too. But, btw, were you and Damian together last wednesday?
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MondayAemii Louise Maitland-Cullen
yeah, well kinda. yeah. why?
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MondayEmma MeekOh gosh, I don’t know if I should say really. He is such a prick. He told me you’d broken up. ‘cause he came to my house.
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MondayAemii Louise Maitland-Cullen
Oh yeah I knew that much. he didn’t.. did he?
Emma MeekI don’t know what to say…
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MondayAemii Louise Maitland-Cullen
well, what happened? I wont be mad. I don’t have it in me right now :L
and you thought otherwise anyway
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MondayEmma MeekNeither do I, I’m so lost. I should’ve knew he was lying.. But tbh, I was just feeling really lonely.. We had sex.. Twice.. And kinda just acted like a couple I guess.. It felt nice.. and now it’s just twisted and wrong >.<
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MondayAemii Louise Maitland-Cullen
did he tell you he loved you?
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MondayEmma Meekyeah he did.
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MondayAemii Louise Maitland-Cullen
did you question it?
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MondayEmma Meekat first. but he’s been telling me he loves me since we broke up in june.
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MondayAemii Louise Maitland-Cullen
are you in college tomorrow?
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MondayEmma MeekYes I am
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MondayAemii Louise Maitland-Cullen
sorry that sounded like a threat. no emotions in words on here. s’why I hate it. perhaps we should discuss this properly, if you think it’s a good idea?
Damians not in tomorrow.
but I don’t want to put you through any difficulty.
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MondayEmma Meekthat’s okay, i’m never bothered by threats anyway, i get them enough. i don’t mind, but i don’t know what there is to discuss. if he stays away from me, or at least stops insulting me, that should be okay.
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MondayAemii Louise Maitland-Cullen
insulting you? how so?
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MondayEmma Meekjust everything he says tbh. there’s too much to explain. and i’d rather not think about it
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MondayAemii Louise Maitland-Cullen
sorry. thanks. I have badly bleached hair and always carry a blue and white stripey bag around with me, incase you feel the need to find me at college.
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MondayEmma MeekThat’s okay, I’m always busy at college anyway.
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MondayEmma MeekDamian Rabbitts
cause you are stupid annoying fucked up waste of my time your un healthy and you ruined my life… but i fucking love you

That’s just one of the things he’s said to me recently. That’s who he is.
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MondayAemii Louise Maitland-Cullen
who he is? I don’t understand. that’s really horrible :/
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