I’m one of the only people
I know that has insomnia.
most of the time I’m too busy
thinking to sleep. I have a bad
habit of thinking too much.
I spend much of my time dwelling
on it. whatever it maybe at the time.
when I do manage to fall asleep I
am haunted with horrible
dreams and nightmares.
so in order to save myself
from my unconsciousness
I avoid sleeping. there is something
to be said about a man that can’t find
peace when their awake or asleep.
well, I always have death to look
forward to, but I know I’ll be
screwed out of that also.