GOD PAN (Sade-ness)

Only now, my Shapeshifter
I realize the true meaning
Of this name you gave yourself
When the night falls
And I harshly wake up
While the universe falls asleep

This goblet filled with light
Meant to warm you on your Path
Is still resting in my hands
Safely, burning, protected
Like my warm sacred caverns
Undefiled in the temple of pleasures

A black candle is being lit
Carved with your unspoken name
Only called out once
While the moon exploded
Within a truthful little death
In that ecstatic, satin night

With each step I take
You know I will get stronger
To walk my destined Way
On this road less travelled
And the journey itself
Will be my reward

And you, Oh God Pan
Again sleep peacefully
On your bittersweet altar
Your drums may resonate
With your raging heartbeat
But your seductive flute remains silent

Sleep, hunter, and dream
The weight of your libertine wishes
Obviously too heavy for you to carry
Eluding the responsibility
In spite of the poignant poetry
Flowing from your sensual mouth

And I will enter you dreams
Whether you know it or not
For I am Lilith, queen of night
Adam’s first wife, altered forever
Exiled from Paradise
Destined to haunt

And I will not bleed for nothing



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  • Trenchtownrock
    Trenchtownrockover 5 years ago

    This is kick ass good..the first line..had me going down the vampire route and being drawn into the world you created with stunning vivid words…the ending is creepy good..loved this very much.

  • Wow, you honor me TTR! Thank you very much.

    – -Lilith-

  • Mudsoldat
    Mudsoldatover 5 years ago

    bloody BRAVO…sage magic…and brutal END. Hear them Husk of Flesh for fear of ME!!

  • Bloody THANKS Mud! Much appreciated.

    – -Lilith-

  • lupa
    lupaover 5 years ago

    Sister in Arms….and We will not bleed for nothing…

  • Thank you Lupa! xx )o(

    – -Lilith-

  • Leon A.  Walker
    Leon A. Walkerover 5 years ago

    This is absolutely fabulous work Lilith my dear! You are an amazing talent and this writing is one of your best ever!!! Brava Bella Donna!

  • Well you know it… When it comes from deep within… Thanks Leon, very much.

    – -Lilith-

  • TerryHinkle
    TerryHinkleover 5 years ago

    Powerful words
    from a powerfully talented woman.
    Strong emotions from this one.
    Well done Lilith.

  • Thanks so much Terry. Great comment.

    – -Lilith-

  • charliethetramp
    charliethetrampover 5 years ago

    pan de sade and the principles of lust its not a dream
    powerful words lilith i couldn`t argue with them
    a testament of magical conviction

  • a testament of magical conviction
    Thank you Charlie.

    – -Lilith-

  • Rowan  Lewgalon
    Rowan Lewgalonover 5 years ago


  • Thanks a lot Maureen!

    – -Lilith-

  • Vicki Ferrari
    Vicki Ferrariover 5 years ago

    Followed your link from Chantal’s journal and very glad that I did…… magical, of course, Lillith! :)) It seems we seem to be all sharing a very similar frame of mind in this moment of time…. Vicki :)

  • Thank you so much Vicki, I feel honored and I’m happy with your words! xx

    – -Lilith-

  • TheWanderingBoo
    TheWanderingBooover 5 years ago

    incredibly beautiful writing

  • Thanks WB, it’s much appreciated!

    – -Lilith-

  • Ushna Sardar
    Ushna Sardarover 5 years ago

  • Thanks a lot Ushna! Means a lot to me! :-)

    – -Lilith-

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