Speaking Out

I’m broken.

I can’t pretend anymore.

There’s no point in my being.

Your will takes me and I am no more.

What is goodbye but a promise
that we shall meet again?

This is not goodbye,
th…

reading’s re-writing/
imprinting/acknowledging/
accepting/changing/ . . ..
representation
ing: using / making one’s own
(pictures waked, reading).
same word dif image
like naked’s not w…

it sat there alone in its perspiring
womb.

… and it doesn’t matter what the reality is…

bury them deep yes and bury them quiet
laid in a grave as forgot as the pond
while like smoke like fog
the words whirl in silence

now, victim again
mind raped by
predatory existence
light, please come
to the forest
of tangled dark
i will no longer
live if person
wrung dry is
like this…
depression/anxiety
nails in the same
cross, op…

I wish for linguistic smoothness

It reasons….feels
and sometimes is deceitful.{Jeremiah 17:9}
It is looked upon and examined
by You, my God. ♥

Dearest Friend,
I don’t know quite how to begin.
I guess I spent the better part of 6 years not thinking about you.
And then I saw you one day, at the party of a friend, and you never quite left…

… if our own convictions do not offer the perception of compassion…

nobody’s here,
door open i bring
a mind lacerated
by talons of fear
yet, in this place,
i share silence
with those whose
vibrations fill the
place with safety,
refuge from longing
empty church
peace at th…

I feel all alone and have lost my will to live
I cannot see what beauty lies ahead of me

Even in dark days
Times void of visible hope
There is strength to be found
In the prayers we share

I wait in the dark of the hallway
and sip on my coffee , wondering if you’re thinking of me
like I am thinking of you at this moment.

Like your face.

The soft, bittersweet cheeks
I used to long t…

Sometimes I think I’ll die alone,
Sometimes I think I won’t.
Sometimes I ache down to the bone,
Sometimes I simply don’t.

In a peaceful place of rest I took the liberty to ride the horse of wind,
My face felt the air of knowledge as someone announced it to my next of kin.
It was a majestic view from the clouds above while…

While walking in my private nature place I have begun to disintegrate,
I’ve come here with a broken heart and I stayed to fully myself investigate.
Feelings of neglect have surrounded my soul as …