there is no excuse for me to remain here
there is excuse enough to leave
and find peace finally
in Hell’s bosom
I wish to decay
away
into nothing
vanish from the world
as if I never
were
left in sadness
a shadow lurks
in my mind
with raging torrents
welling in my eyes and
the despair caged
in my heart
with no beacon to
guide me
from the shadows
of my mind
the sadness is
stained
There is nothing so evil in this world as a false love
To be deceived by love
Is a mockery on your heart
It is to drain the life from me
The life that you gladly stole
I wish no pity, but misery to befal…
In the Midst of Love: The Beginning
Unto us, Love
A dying need
Filling all holes
In the Midst of Love: The Middle
Lonely hearts
And dreary nights
Crestfallen
Now pit of despair
In the Midst of Love: The E…
Lacerations
Insurmountable loss
Deeply embedded
Misery
Scores of emptiness
Black
Dreams washed
Away
Loves lost
Today
Broken record of my
Life’s manic misfortune
Institutionalised
My future
Time has slowed and is owed to me
And my beloved
He has gone, his love torn from me;
To be recovered
…
Never recovered
…
My beloved is gone
To catch the fear
The lonesomeness
The idle hearts
Are broken in sorrow
Deepened wounds
With tearful
Dread
And torrents
Bled
Ill-fated
Ill-gotten
The love is spoiled
Now soaking in
His grief
The end of it
All
Has c…

set out on hoofin it then found the feets get weary so risk’d it
in the late nite traffic
downhill on a broken bike
swell.
see i went to the museum this a.m.
polite and such
then over to the articu…