Pleasure & Pain

i do not have to out and float to the ceiling
look down to see the truth

I cry at night
when everyone is asleep
wondering why
this life picked me

Drowning in sorrow
is so easy to do
I wish you were here
to help guide me thru

I blamed you for so long
t…

I struggle.
Am I good enough?
Strong enough?
Worthy
Of
What’s best?

IDOL MONDAY
BY, Hector A. Encinas

This one is for,
The girl in my thoughts.
The girl I’ve only meet once.

.... has their hands around my neck, really tight, I´m frightend ….

I hope you’re happy now
Luring me in,
Building me up,
And dropping me like I was an old soggy news paper

You take, take, take,
Never do you think,

I wish the nightmare would stop..

You hung me over the balcony
Angry at my mom
Threatened to drop me
But yet you hung on….
I can forgive you!

You should of protected me
Kept me from harm
Instead you abused me
From w…

Daddy..
Father..
Padre..

Words I wish I could say once with real sincerity and love;
Say it once without being forced to say it by others or circumstances.
Someone that I wish had brough…

She was a fine and very tender person.
Actually we were quite different.
She was tall and slim, I am small and not so slim.
She was shy, I am not.
She was quiet, I am the opposite.
She g…

Good day,
Face smiles,
Eyes sparkle,
Heart jumps,
Thankful thoughts,
Feelings dance,
Hope flows,
Love grows,
Strength returns,
Good day.

Our eyes meet
Time stands still.
Everything
Everything
Stops.

This that reeks of death by boredom in office haiku; down with artistry, creativity, free thought…
... message like morse code tapping out an odd tattoo – creating a map to help her find her way

I scream out loud but no one heard me
Thought people were just ignoring me
That’s when I realized it was just my heart
Screaming and mourning in hurt and pain
Waiting for someone to hear i…

With the noose around his neck,
she starts to let out screams.
They hold her head to watch
as she prays it’s just a dream.

Stripped bare of all adornments that symbolise who she is
Wife
Mother
Daughter
Sister
Grand daughter
Just being her bare self
Lying in a bath of calming lavender bubbles mixed with …

If I ask you to leave, would you just walk away?
If I ask you to stay, will you always be here for me?
When I need a hug, will you hold me tight closely to you?
When I need someone, are you …

You came into to my darkened heart
And brought it light and hope again!
You are the one whose love
And words of kindness
Has moved my heart and freed my soul.
Come to me, let me do the s…