Your eyes no longer shine
But scream..
Switching back and forth
Watching demons closing in
Heavy lids falling silently
the looming vastness
of distance (strong and aching)
between the me
I am struggling to remember
and the you (omniscient in theory)
…your own
collide with slivers of wood
paint thinne…
I hope you’re happy now
Luring me in,
Building me up,
And dropping me like I was an old soggy news paper
You take, take, take,
Never do you think,
How dare I
I who have nothing
Even to consider thinking
that I…me…who has nothing
a pauper compared to their royalty
I who doesn’t dress in the newest designer fashion
whose hair is …
The word love is unspoken
A dying wish kept deep in my mind
A black whole sucking up my everything
NO USE BLAMING THE DEVIL.
I’M SICK AND TIRED OF HEARING THAT OLD LINE!
SATAN DIDN’T MAKE YOU DO IT.
YOU’VE GOT FREE WILL
AND YOU MADE THE CHOICE!!
WHETHER TO LIE OR TO KILL,
IT’S …
Don’t you try to unsettle me
I can see through to the other side
Don’t try to demean and cancel me out
I will rise again like the Phoenix
Don’t you try to put me to disgrace
and line my …
perish the thought
violated a taboo
advice fell on deaf ears
forbidden fruit knocked the socks off
so far I refused to nail my colours to the mast
None of them like her anyhow, but they’d love to watch her fall, and they ought to realize by now that she always knows it all.
Irate lizard
shook it’s head feebly
the mercury’s skin
crawling with fleas
tail wagging the dog
breach of faith
an old day wore the clothes that hid a multitude of sins
pleaded guilty!
For we have all the intelligence we need
All the intelligence in the world
And yet
Do not choose to save ourselves._
I have pain in my chest which becomes unbearable
It is like a white hot blade slicing through my
pulsating heart
Okay here it go’s —-—--
I was runing
So far from where I came
all I know that he would not give up on me
he had a crazy look in his eye’s as he ran
I missed him by a mile
S…