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What does it matter what you label yourself?
Why DO you label yourself?

Sing me a sweet little song..
Softly in my ear.
Hold me in your loving embrace..
Make me forget the fear.

Rock me back and forth..
Sing of a better day.
A day so full of cheer..
A day …

I wonder why I put myself in this situation to be hurt again…
400 miles away and still you mannage to tear me open.
my anger slowly turns into a pain in the back of my head.
and slowly……

There’s a laundromat up the street from my girlfriend’s place that’s always peaked my interest. It sits next to one of my favourite coffee shops in an area of town where walkers are the vehicle…

The tiniest of ripples disturbed the Fabric
Like a wrong note in a familiar song.
The smallest Shadow falling widdershins
in this deosil reality
The butterscotch and coffee scent
seduce.. …

there i sat crouched down on the folded body sqiurming and sweating. as i sat with clenched glee to have this "thing" that i have learned to hate as i watched hundreds just like him supressing …

he WAS always my master
by the time i realised what was happening to me it was too late
he controlled me for many years
my sexuality didnt matter to him
my age didnt matter to him
i didnt …

My Dark Angel
Rules from above
All she does
Is spread her love
But her wings blacken
over time
Because the world is cruel
To her kind
In her eyes
reflected sadness
I wish I could
Ab…

It did not appear to return her attentions. Only stand there, unmoved. Yet in that unmotion, it was clear that normality had been set aside. For a time.

Her lips brushed the lipless mouth…

...aching
from times you’ve "fallen down the stairs"
take him
take him back he says he cares…

...so what is left
after silence?
just regret,
still the violence…

Dark liquid slides over her tongue,

The extra large moon dazzles your mind;
And you don’t even sense the gaping hole behind;
But then you’re lulled to peace again;
While the water dryads feast on your skin!

I feel like an endless night waiting for my sunrise
So, this is what it’s like to miss this angel of mine

As dusk falls all around
Blackening the streets
You hear footsteps behind you
But no one can be seen

I lurk in the shadows
And search for my prey
The scent of blood in your veins
It d…

My soul is weak
and the body weary
The dull ache in my chest increasing
and the turning and churning of my stomach
The sickness is overwhelming
Eyes swollen and sore from watery grief
I c…

Felt out of place, different
Must seek those in the dark horizon
Invisible in the night
You mesmerize, you know the way to seal the kiss of eternity
Pull down black clouds will be my sanctu…

Another reaction to people’s testimonies, on a spiritual retreat I attended a few months ago.

And then
I have silent words
That you read
That I write
To not vanish
To exist
With what I feel
With who I am
Deep, deeper, deepest

What needs to be secure
What now is still lonely …