The Prey This is our commune, / our kibbutz, / our ‘other’ address. / This is where we come, / to become. Exposed. The Merry-Go-Round Some were naked! But with so much fun who would notice? / I screamed your name, my eyes blurred – I couldn’t focus! Children Paying The Price For Addiction Sad or happy / Mean or nice / Children always pay the price / When parents argue, scream and fight / Because addiction grabs them tight / L… My Children Will Never Know The Pain I Did As The… Here’s a tale about me / Born into a family / Wishing that I did not know / Love for me they didn’t show / Drugs and alcohol we… eulogy he was buried in his ashes / not unlike so so many others / those with nothing much to say / always they’re running for cover / even … Colonel Light Saga Ep.2 A fair English maiden traveled to Africa / when she was 17 / It was her 1st big adventure / to see of the world what could be seen / But sh… Up, Up and Away Pray / Pray for a miscarriage / Pray it away / Fuck this week / Fuck this day drugs or me i’ve seen the progression / from somewhat innocent to badass / from eyes open to eyes closed / from priorities to smack / i’ve seen the pro… Hands of the Heavenly Opening up I surrender myself to the light…As this state accumulates the furore becomes so overexcited, expanding and writhing with e… out for a night drive again. i fell behind on breathing, but i’m catching up and leaving as i’ve got a lot of ground to cover. the car is gassed up on a gen… Work place Bullying These private parts are not meant for show. / Keep it in your pants unless you need to pee. / But no “its ok to have a look / It’s on… Buried Alive© The debt is piling up, the pay going down. / People always ask me why I’m wearing a frown. that good old fashioned reason to keep going on what fun / what sinister fun / grab the sunshine sitting on the shelf / and take a few too many so as to relapse Protecting Angels a feeling of excitement the fun with dad, / time stands still, / right then I’m glad. judge kitty McMittens, presiding your legs are broken, your smile is only slightly crooked, the way you wave your hands and wiggle your fingers when you grin, and the 17 or… I often think of dying The cold is sobering. / I’ve fallen victim to it’s prey. / My limbs are filled with snow, / it’s time for me to go. / I… No I am not on Drugs Mark my words said the poet / The rhyme time is just fine time / Ed-it the words if you must / Make it an Ed-itorial as well / These are no… Like Shrooms. Those cigarettes burned down / in the brush fire of his depression / have yet to give the lesson / that they’d be the last to teach. i can’t tell you apart from me like all the rest / the million others who’ve been / caught in a valley of / remorse / for so long / so long / with no goodbyes Questioning Too many abstractions still blurred my attentions. I needed to start making sense of my thoughts. I centered myself then moved farther into… Statistics Statistics can be used for good and evil. See how VIOLENCE! DRUGS DRINKING Violence, Drugs and out of control drinking are taking over our youths. The opposite end of the exchange A woman left twenty dollars / in the room she had stayed / the previous night, / for me, / the housekeeper / as a welcomed tip / along wit… Do Not try This . Dear Mary Jane Our insulating relationship had to be reviewed, / Like all young love, reality took the back seat / As we prioritized endorphic vice over … Have no fear, I’m here The drug Rockdrawal is coming Addicted to Education I pour myself a shot of English 101 and taste proper sentence structure, / feeling the sting of predicate nouns in my throat. / I chase it … chain reaction that damned angry wasp in you / can’t help but sting again / rotting apart everything we do / going crazy in your lone den properly titled fragments i can confidently say, murdering these minutes is not something i’ll apologize for. Auto Air Condition Powered by Candy Bars Well one sizzlin summers’ day while I was in the car with my dad , we were melting away as our car inch it’s way every ten minu… dragon two windows, opaque and / grey, strangle the / sunligh Over-Thought Thoughts (Mature) Broken Crutches The room was crowded, the mourners mourned you, / lovers laughed, the angels scorned you. / I sat front row, naked in the ashes, / as if I … Life goes on ? A glimmer of light in the shadows, / and I just know you have gone, / Your life has ended, / yet my life carries on . (SOBER) Son of a Bitch, Everything’s Real I walk in, / feeling dead on / the inside. / I sit down, / they ask for / my story. / I’m not special, / just couldn’t contr… party boy. beyond a bottle of Jack / a laced blunt / or a couple pills. pestilence (part three) along many foul / alleyways; up / cracked and broken / steps: / a dwarfish creature, pestilence (part two) here crawls one on / bandaged stumps, a wooden / block in either hand / against wearing out / hands as well as / feet. The Fugue. He came down like crash landing life, / waking to see that nothing changed. / The name he painted in flames stood out / on wallpaper in ma… pestilence (part one) the city sleeps. / sin rises like a dirty / vapour from off the crazed / paving stones / and permeates the darkness bound and boosting blasphemy made an island from pocket change and a bent pin / hate what you don’t understand, who’s really sinned? / if i could feel the s… Tribal rites at a 21st Century dance club Games without frontiers / No names, no hang ups, no fears / In Armani and Gucci, intrepid cave dwellers from Pablo Escobar’s S &… A ROOM AT THE TOP. It was a room / at the top of the building / music being played / from some hifi system / and Judy said / you dance quite well / thanks … Angel “A serenity from the sky / A feeling from the space / Between men” Sins of the Father …Seems to me I’m the devils crush… happy house baby i like the way you remember / all my pretty lies / the way you pretend / you believe them for me VISITING JULIE. Chocolates and cigarettes? / Julie says / as you sit in a chair / opposite her / in the rest room / of the hospital / in the psychiatric… Obituary Sometimes I feel as if I’m / contently slipping off the edge of sanity, / like my life is an infinite syringe; / an overdose of her… " The lure of Hollywood " For shame the drugs. As real as it gets What you see. / Its not what I see. / What you see is salvation, magic and a cure. / I see death, disease, famine and war. / You see prog… lovers the mirrors are empty and / the clocks tick through / floors of ice, Drugs Are Bad Arms aching / Alarms ringing / Bones cracking / Skin peeling / Numb feeling / Dumb Believing / God or Satin / Hell is waitin / Heaven is d… Standup That may as well as not be true, he said, / right here in our home state, but you know well / as I they’ll laugh at me / in Hollywoo… Just One More. I’ve never felt more than this. / I’m so numb, / I just need another hit. Medicinal Affection Fuck writer’s block. apostles of the streets the streets, / empty / as a killer’s / dream, gape like / the dispossessed. beast (Mature) unwrap your skin like a christmas gift slap me slap me slap me / with your most pedestrian / of work / your words are ninja tacks / and keep on digging into my ass / like gro… in piles of splenda on the dirty counter spaces stars going light speed / in the alley ways / the dealers are slipping in / and remembering mother’s / birthdays a day too late by drugs i only mean sleeping pills the drugs, the wine, the / better emotions are / false and mutually / divorced of feeling No Regrets PROLOGUE / When I was young, my mother would tell me that no one could make my decisions for me. She said that no one could take control of… Hi(gh) Take me for a ride / Get my brain receptors fried / Everything I say is a lie / Let it go with a sigh another refill another refill / the sky elevates / into space / warmth replaced / with degrees too low / to recount / now / sitting here / propped u… Today (in a material world) Child pornography, sex for sale; / Kid’s in foster care, mother’s in gaol. Understand This Understand this, / K.I.S.S / Even pretend, / How simple I’m keeping this, / Placing ink, Understand This Understand this, / K.I.S.S / Even pretend, / How simple I’m keeping this, / Placing ink, I will catch you when you fall I wish you were still my baby / I rushed that part / not knowing what to do / or how to cope / I wish you were still my two year old / When… Drugs Or Me. i’ve seen the progression / from somewhat innocent to badass / from eyes open to eyes closed / from priorities to smack / i’ve seen the pro… I Stand The deadbeat, / Drugged upped, / Nothing but a fuck up, THOSE DAYS. There is always those days. / The air seems different, / the sky dark and overcast, / the smell of bodies lingers / close by, seemingly d… Shattered ( Drugs don’t work !!) (Mature) Defining the fairytale ending I never wanted a fairytale ending. GOOD TRIP It was a good trip or maybe / It was a dream she couldn’t / Quite tell it seemed all sensibility / Was pretty much muddled and / Her la… if this is not an emergency …Is this an emergency? Are you on her list? / Do you have her code? Press… / The extension you are calling is not answeringR… Beauty Devastated but life can seem so complicated / medicated, roses all around, / driving minds all the way from heavens to the ground LET IT BE. She always had that, Let It Be, album / On the turntable, with him, the latest uncle, / Sitting beside her on the couch or in her bed, /… Drugs “With these drugs I now can bare / I have found my manufactured need / And now I hide from the Devils lair / But what I need must not… Damnation The lion stares with his cold dark eyes’ / a person shrivels when they die. siren (Mature) they call me Miss valium You can choose not to believe me? / It’s hard though isn’t? / Because without you / I am free? / I am flying / High / With no one to catc… The Petal’philles Chapter VI Familiaritas before I felt the pain I tasted the blood. My eyes so focused on his watched black irises which darted from my eyes to my lip, The Petal’philles Chapter V Tabellae …forced me to lie down so he could sodomize me with a Swiffer Sweeper. The Petal’philles Chapter IV +Diluculo: Mil… “Nothing on the fucking tele then, eh Fuckface?” The Petal’philles Chapter III Satus Her veins which I’m sure trembled in anticipation seemed to become more vibrant in hue. The Petal’philles Chapter II Minuo I dragged her into the bathroom and slammed her head in the door to calm her down. The Petal’philles Chapter I Genesis one prod to the gelatinous heap that was the hefty bag, renewed my confidence in a job not only well executed, but… that house (Mature) DRUGS They won’t never ever fuckin stop, / So you can keep callin on the cops, / Bar the windows, deadbolt the locks, / These drugs got me … “Just say no to drugs” (Demons) (Mature) Dear _____ (III) By the time you get this (if you ever get this), I hope we are still talking. I’m sure I’ll still love you. To Ban Ki-moon and all Heads of State… an international petition calling for an end to the drug war will be released… Thoughts of Suicide “Ask your doctor if adding Abilify is right for you. INGRID SMOKES POT. (Mature) Jake and Carrot – An Unfinished Love Story These ladies were not going to enjoy the oncoming discussion in any fashion. TO SAY GOODBYE (THE HOMELESS STRUGGLE) THE HOMELESS MULTIPLY EVERYDAY Fear and Loathing in the Magic Kingdom The jet descends into the Florida area, and I’m shaking and twitching like an epileptic punk rocker on a Magic Fingers massage bed.
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