You Made Me Dirty I used to stand in the shower, / with the water as / hot as I could make it. / Then I would wait until / it got colder and colder, / silent… “Had” is past tense I miss / those times when we were alone. / When we were the only ones left / on the streets at night, / walking arm in arm. / The sidewalks… Vision I see you now, / in a more truthful light / than ever before. / Faded mascara runs down your face / like the dark dreams / through your st… Today… I feel rather numb. / My mind, disconnected from my heart, / both disconnected from my body. / I’m that puzzle piece / nobody can ev… Smoking outside I could almost feel your lips / brush the back of my neck; / in this daydream, I’m aching. / So I had to reach back / each rough spir… Whispers in the Hallway It’s all a mess / when seconds rip through the unrest, / of still thinking you’re perfect, / even when you’re leaving. / … Broke All I wanted / was your fingers in mine. / I wanted to feel / your heart beating / faster because of me. / I wanted your soft / touch o… i’m just I’m just a kid / who always seems to be struggling; / who seems to slip / away / into the quiet places / that no one can notice / but… Grayscale Perspective Entering a room of memories / I find you in the seat / where you have always been. / Yellow paged magazines / are in scattered heaps / aro… Your phantom Oh love, what I would give, / just to feel you again, / and if you could only see, / just how far you’re embedded / into my skin. /… Esophagus Knot I found parts of you still in my body / at the same time / I found the familiar lumps in my throat. / If only I could iron them out / cares… My last thoughts of you You didn’t just leave me; / lost in the rifts of static / and hollow voices clinging to wires, / as they floated invisibly in airwave… Skull Rattler I am sick / Of wasting all my minutes / On some worthless emotion. / Dwelling in the same / State of mind for too / Much time, / I need m… Shrunk I’m sick / just another twisted kid / twisted in the ordinary / trying to find where I fit in. / I’ve been called a generic fuc… Illusions The red fills / and rushes in, / a once clear space / once white on the floor, / now pooled along / flushed, splotched tiles, / and I opene… Euphoric Breaths Euphoric breaths / whip like canyon winds / through my hollow frame. / I feel free / at the top of an evergreen. / I grew up loving / the … Daily Cardio Today I stared / Into the eyes of pain / And reclaimed my heart. / Frozen back in a dream / It now thaws deep within me. / I get chills fr… Pushed Me Away You can run, run and break your legs. / I’ll smoke alone / with my hood drawn, / and watch you go, go into the sun. / Fingers crossed… free me i have been walking / for years along the edge / of an eye of a needle, / but now have finally fallen through- / only to collapse / into a… am i capable hey beautiful, / just called to say hello; / i missed the sound of your voice. / i wish i could be there tonight / to wrap you up in my arm… Time Tricks It’s not even ten. / My mouth is dry / and I’m laying in the dark / on a cheap spring bed. / But it feels more like / I’… pitch black stare with each slipping beat / of my breaking heart / i feel an unconscious tug / as i try desperately to sleep, / or find some sort of fake esc… At the bottom of the sea, please forget about me Was it the alcohol? / Working your vocal chords / like a hand puppet, / reaching from your screaming liver / up to your screaming desire / … Allure Me I like the way / the cigarette caressed / between your desirable lips / dances with the words you speak, / as if your vernacular / has a rh… Kiss me slowly I know you see me walking / like I have something to prove / but there’s nothing, really, / nothing but you, / so kiss me slowly, / … The Beating Cadaver Breath into / my heart; / the beating cadaver, / like you have / so many times before. / I know / it will hurt, / but raise me to life / … regrets the unrest in my heart / to hear your voice / and feel your lips and skin / will not subside. / i miss you, / though it’s been barely… Tumors The snow always falls in the early morning here, / like a suffocating plague that whites out all life, / and I think… / it’s ju… Sound of the Shatter My heart is fragile, / And you brush me / Off your shoulders / Like I am nonexistent. / When I was cold and alone / You did not hold me, / … Hoo M Eye He is out in space. / He is burning, burning, / like a black comet through this place / so large it is nearly nothing. / He is nearly noth… black hole soul i am sure / of nothing. / dropping through the dark / staring at the where i think the sky might be / with my eyes closed / cause thereR… Torch in Pitch Black The tears trail out / the seams of your eyes / and fall back behind / all of your sobbing strides. / You walk imperfect / but who’s … I often think of dying The cold is sobering. / I’ve fallen victim to it’s prey. / My limbs are filled with snow, / it’s time for me to go. / I&#… Poisoned Coffee Caffeine is the only thing / keeping my eyelids / from crashing; / to send me into a cruel illusion / of feeling. / I don’t think … Judge me desire. / pinning back my instinct / as i reach out / and seek just one touch / from the outside. / my mind / blankly listens / to shitty t… The Slush-trudge My worst trademark is that I try too hard, / I seem to have the worst hand / but still play all my cards. / I’m best friends with the… Drunken rays Dead tired / sun twisting out my strength / like I’m a wet towel in the summer / of sweat and blood. / Vodka veined / for some unde…

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