Beginner's Expressions

Someday we will die…

The bronzed torso
Made of steel
Hands the size of frying pans
He grabbed me
Legs so long and full of muscle
Defined muscles
Each one easy to see
Like a chart on musculoskeletal anatomy
…

A machine programmed for war and killing
Sent at 19, not even willing

...into the flesh, penetrating marrow…

Can’t I be seven forever?
When a month is a millennium -
Christmas never seems to get here
little brothers are playmates
ten o’clock is a treat
and I could say I don’t like you any more
y…

waiting and searching
for a land within a dream
tripping and learching
while trying to find my feet
leaning and swaying
it seems i’m lost in time
they say love is blind
they say love is blind

13 months between us
Dressed like twins
In our pink crimplene mini dresses with the long zip up the middle
Two skinny little blonde Irish girls
Big blue saucers for eyes, you still have you…

Dedicated to Sally and Moe “Because You Both Knew”

Because you both knew

You had been given the terrible news
That the winds of change
Were around the bend
That your dreams would soon…

Dear _,

Meet you in dreamland;
I’ll save you a spot.

where dreams are reality
and you and i have a shot
my eyes are wandering
wishing you to hurry
i just want you by my side
t…

Tis you assume yourself so badly broken
Darkened blood doth flow from deep hollow eyes
Cognoscente of empty words being spoken
Discourse heavily steeped in rotten lies
Smashed by the chario…

Beating past my face and into my mouth
I poke my red wine stained tongue out
to taste
Water
Sticking my hair to my neck and back
Dropping from my nipples to the floor
landing like a kalei…

...always leaving nothing but the marks of doom…

Some-one left the moon
Out in the rain
And it grew swollen,
Full of pain and heavy heart
Someone took away
A piece and the moon
Was incomplete
Someone pushed the moon too far
And it fe…

The hot heat
in my feet
500 degrees.
Please lower it,
lower it,
to feel the breeze.
Their faces
have places
I wish they could be.
So I could,
wish I could
just punch them; the…

i picture his heart
no longer beating
no longer pumping
warm blood
through his needy veins
keeping his love
his eyes, his
life alive.

and suddenly
my own heart halts
and breathing b…

Everything
is gonna be
alright.
Like a chant
a melody
in my mind;
slowly fading away
with each tear that

d
r
i
p
s
.

I
can’t
is all that is left

to utter.

where’d i go
old, old me? now
little hang outs
no parties.

where’d i go
faithful, trusting? she
dissapeared
and is rusting.

where’d i go
happy, fun? now
lost and scared
hope is gone.

The desperation of our generation
is enough to drive a person
insane.
The drinking and the driving,
the need of a hit
a high.

What are they striving
for?
24/7.

Over the top.…